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If there's one lifestyle tool that's ubiquitous, from American cities to remote villages of the developing world, it's the mobile phone.
But with its meteoric rise came concerns about safety and whether it can cause brain tumors.
The frustratingly unresolved debate erupted again this week with the release of a $24 million U.N. study covering 13 nations that suggests frequent cell phone use may increase — albeit marginally — the chances of developing a rare but deadly form of brain cancer.
What is more, since cancers takes years, even decades to develop — longer than cell phones have been in widespread use — even the study's authors say there is no way yet to tell how big the risk is, if there is one.
Experts were nearly unanimous in saying the results of the study are inconclusive. But the fact that it turned up even some evidence of an increased cancer risk may cause some disquiet among people who have become accustomed to seeing the device as extensions of themselves.
From farmers in Africa who rely on cell phones to check crop reports to hedge fund traders obsessively checking BlackBerrys at trendy restaurants to suburban American kids spending hours calling their friends — people around the world have come to rely on mobile phones as never before.
Cell phones send out radio waves in a form that's similar to the one used in microwave ovens, but at very low levels. There is no accepted theory to explain how or if these weak radio waves can affect the body, beyond heating it to a very small degree.
All the same, U.S. and European regulators already limit the energy cell phones can project into the body and today's digital phones radiate less power than the analog phones that dominated in the early '90s. Common advice for those concerned about the radiation is to use a headset, since these emit even less power.
The survey of almost 13,000 participants — the biggest ever of its kind — found up to 40 percent higher incidence of glioma, a cancerous brain tumor, among the top 10 percent of people who used their mobile phone most.
No increased risk was obsered for meningioma, a more common and frequently benign tumor.
Researchers ignored the time spent using handsfree devices, keeping the phone in a pocket or beside the bed at night because even a distance of 4 inches (10 centimeters) reduces the amount of radiation to the brain to almost zero.
But because cell phone use has boomed since the study started, the researchers' definition of heavy use as 30 minutes of calls or more a day is now common.
"The users in the study were light users compared to today," said Prof. Elisabeth Cardis of the World Health Organization's International Agency for Research on Cancer, or IARC, which organized the study.
The highest risk found was for tumors on the same side of the head as users held their phone, particularly for tumors in the temporal lobe closest to the ear, Cardis told reporters in Geneva on Monday. "This is the region of the head which receives the most exposure."
The 21 researchers involved in the study disagreed on the conclusion, in part because participants were asked to remember how much and on which ear they used their mobiles over the past decade — leading to what scientists call "recall error."
For example, the study appeared to show that casual users had a lower risk of getting cancer than people who didn't use cell phones at all, a result the researchers described as "implausible" and blamed on these methodological problems.
The message? The researchers refused to rule out that cell phone use causes brain cancer but wouldn't say it does either.
"We can't establish without any doubt that there is no link," said Prof. Anthony Swerdlow of Britain's Institute of Cancer Research, another of the study's authors. But he added that "it seems unlikely that there are large risks that happen soon."
Handset manufacturers and network providers, who paid for about a quarter of the study, have seized on such conclusions as evidence their products were safe.
"The overall conclusion of no increased risk is in accordance with the large body of existing research and many expert reviews that consistently conclude that there is no established health risk from radio signals that comply with international safety recommendations," said Jack Rowley, director of research for the telecoms companies' association GSMA.
The Mobile Manufacturers Forum likewise welcomed the study and insisted their industry "takes all questions regarding the safety of mobile phones seriously and has a strong commitment to supporting ongoing scientific research."
But Christopher Wild, director of IARC, cautioned that the results related to a time when cell phones were much less common than they are now. "This investigation is a victim of the changing patterns of mobile phone use over the years," he said.
Critics contend the study also ignored several important factors such as the slow growth rate of most brain tumors, which can take up to 25 years to develop.
"It is simply too early to detect anything," said Graham Philips of the Britain-based anti-radiation campaign group Power Watch.
Prof. Bernard Stewart, a scientific adviser to Cancer Council Australia, said the study "tells us little about any risk associated with mobile phone use over decades."
"In particular," he said, "insufficient time has passed since mobile phones were introduced to determine whether there is a risk in children."
Cardis acknowledged that with X-rays and atomic explosions the spike in tumors could take up to 30 years to show up, but said it was unclear whether cell phones have the same effect on the body as those forms of radiation.
Most of the estimated 4.6 billion cell phone subscribers around the world today appear prepared to take the risk even without firm assurances that it's safe.
In Copenhagen, student Michaela Vinter, 27, said she wasn't worried.
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The scientists involved in the study plan to publish a comprehensive overview of available research within two years. Separately, researchers are also examining whether cell phone use increases the risk of tumors in the ear's acoustic nerve and the parotid gland, where saliva is produced. Another study will look into the effects of cell phone use on children, who are believed to be more susceptible to the effects of radiation.
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But with its meteoric rise came concerns about safety and whether it can cause brain tumors.
The frustratingly unresolved debate erupted again this week with the release of a $24 million U.N. study covering 13 nations that suggests frequent cell phone use may increase — albeit marginally — the chances of developing a rare but deadly form of brain cancer.
What is more, since cancers takes years, even decades to develop — longer than cell phones have been in widespread use — even the study's authors say there is no way yet to tell how big the risk is, if there is one.
Experts were nearly unanimous in saying the results of the study are inconclusive. But the fact that it turned up even some evidence of an increased cancer risk may cause some disquiet among people who have become accustomed to seeing the device as extensions of themselves.
From farmers in Africa who rely on cell phones to check crop reports to hedge fund traders obsessively checking BlackBerrys at trendy restaurants to suburban American kids spending hours calling their friends — people around the world have come to rely on mobile phones as never before.
Cell phones send out radio waves in a form that's similar to the one used in microwave ovens, but at very low levels. There is no accepted theory to explain how or if these weak radio waves can affect the body, beyond heating it to a very small degree.
All the same, U.S. and European regulators already limit the energy cell phones can project into the body and today's digital phones radiate less power than the analog phones that dominated in the early '90s. Common advice for those concerned about the radiation is to use a headset, since these emit even less power.
The survey of almost 13,000 participants — the biggest ever of its kind — found up to 40 percent higher incidence of glioma, a cancerous brain tumor, among the top 10 percent of people who used their mobile phone most.
No increased risk was obsered for meningioma, a more common and frequently benign tumor.
Researchers ignored the time spent using handsfree devices, keeping the phone in a pocket or beside the bed at night because even a distance of 4 inches (10 centimeters) reduces the amount of radiation to the brain to almost zero.
But because cell phone use has boomed since the study started, the researchers' definition of heavy use as 30 minutes of calls or more a day is now common.
"The users in the study were light users compared to today," said Prof. Elisabeth Cardis of the World Health Organization's International Agency for Research on Cancer, or IARC, which organized the study.
The highest risk found was for tumors on the same side of the head as users held their phone, particularly for tumors in the temporal lobe closest to the ear, Cardis told reporters in Geneva on Monday. "This is the region of the head which receives the most exposure."
The 21 researchers involved in the study disagreed on the conclusion, in part because participants were asked to remember how much and on which ear they used their mobiles over the past decade — leading to what scientists call "recall error."
For example, the study appeared to show that casual users had a lower risk of getting cancer than people who didn't use cell phones at all, a result the researchers described as "implausible" and blamed on these methodological problems.
The message? The researchers refused to rule out that cell phone use causes brain cancer but wouldn't say it does either.
"We can't establish without any doubt that there is no link," said Prof. Anthony Swerdlow of Britain's Institute of Cancer Research, another of the study's authors. But he added that "it seems unlikely that there are large risks that happen soon."
Handset manufacturers and network providers, who paid for about a quarter of the study, have seized on such conclusions as evidence their products were safe.
"The overall conclusion of no increased risk is in accordance with the large body of existing research and many expert reviews that consistently conclude that there is no established health risk from radio signals that comply with international safety recommendations," said Jack Rowley, director of research for the telecoms companies' association GSMA.
The Mobile Manufacturers Forum likewise welcomed the study and insisted their industry "takes all questions regarding the safety of mobile phones seriously and has a strong commitment to supporting ongoing scientific research."
But Christopher Wild, director of IARC, cautioned that the results related to a time when cell phones were much less common than they are now. "This investigation is a victim of the changing patterns of mobile phone use over the years," he said.
Critics contend the study also ignored several important factors such as the slow growth rate of most brain tumors, which can take up to 25 years to develop.
"It is simply too early to detect anything," said Graham Philips of the Britain-based anti-radiation campaign group Power Watch.
Prof. Bernard Stewart, a scientific adviser to Cancer Council Australia, said the study "tells us little about any risk associated with mobile phone use over decades."
"In particular," he said, "insufficient time has passed since mobile phones were introduced to determine whether there is a risk in children."
Cardis acknowledged that with X-rays and atomic explosions the spike in tumors could take up to 30 years to show up, but said it was unclear whether cell phones have the same effect on the body as those forms of radiation.
Most of the estimated 4.6 billion cell phone subscribers around the world today appear prepared to take the risk even without firm assurances that it's safe.
In Copenhagen, student Michaela Vinter, 27, said she wasn't worried.
"I have heard about this for all the years that I have had a cell phone and I have never heard anything firm about the risk," she said.
The scientists involved in the study plan to publish a comprehensive overview of available research within two years. Separately, researchers are also examining whether cell phone use increases the risk of tumors in the ear's acoustic nerve and the parotid gland, where saliva is produced. Another study will look into the effects of cell phone use on children, who are believed to be more susceptible to the effects of radiation.
"Until stronger conclusions can be drawn one way or another it may be reasonable to reduce one's exposure," said Cardis. One way to do this would be to make calls using a handsfree device.
"It can't hurt," she said.
The IARC study, which was published in the International Journal of Epidemiology, was compiled by researchers in Australia, Britain, Canada, Denmark, Finland, France, Germany, Israel, Italy, Japan, New Zealand, Norway and Sweden. Scientists interviewed 12,848 participants, of which 5,150 had either meningioma or glioma tumors.
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His last pregame jog, 30 games and 35 days ago, had ended badly. So on Monday night, his patience strained as badly as his right calf had been, Jimmy Rollins finally headed for another light run in Citizens Bank Park's outfield.
The early arrivers among the sellout crowd of 45,371 saw the returning all-star as he neared first base. As more fans spotted him, aided by Ryan Howard's emcee-like pointing, the cheer grew deeper and stronger until soon the impromptu ovation rumbled through the ballpark like the Frankford El.
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Howard belted his franchise-record ninth career grand slam off ex-Phillie Jack Taschner in the eighth and Werth doubled home another run in the seventh.
The return of Rollins had to be a sobering sight for the remainder of the National League. A Phillies team that already looked to be finding its form after a so-so April now has one of its chief catalysts and best players back.
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It was matched when Rollins was introduced, and again in the first inning when he both gunned down Andrew McCutchen and drove in the Phillies' first run in a 12-2 triumph over the Pittsburgh Pirates.
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Howard belted his franchise-record ninth career grand slam off ex-Phillie Jack Taschner in the eighth and Werth doubled home another run in the seventh.
The return of Rollins had to be a sobering sight for the remainder of the National League. A Phillies team that already looked to be finding its form after a so-so April now has one of its chief catalysts and best players back.
Normally, Rollins would be at the top of the lineup. But last night, when Chase Utley was unable to play because of "flulike symptoms, Charlie Manuel put Rollins in the No. 3 spot.
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
GMPLS-based OBS Network
By the extended signaling protocols,routing protocols and new link management protocol,GMPLS satisfies the requests of intelligent optical networks control automatically and signaling,and so provides dynamic networks resources and improves survivability.Specifically,the first chapter introduces the meaning and the background of studying the network.The chapterΠfirstly introduces the basic principles of generalized multi-protocol label switching (GMPLS) and the architecture of the GMPLS plane.Analysis of the key technologies of the GMPLS,such as the signaling protocol,routing protocol,and so on.In the third part of the article,we introduced the basic principles of OBS network and the core/edge nodes.Then proposes the concept of GMPLS-based OBS network and discusses the key technologies of the network.Finally,set up the simulation system of GMPLS-based OBS network to analyze the characteristics of the data transmission and discuss the simulation results.On the whole,there are the following contributions in this paper:1.It proposed a GMPLS-based OBS network model for IP-over-WDM integration,and discussed its network architecture node function and comparisons of GMPLS-based OBS network advantage. 2.The simulation results proved GMPLS-based OBS network is superior to the OBS network.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
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Hyundai Motor
- Assisting strategic development and business planning.- Set up well-developed communication channels and mechanisms both internally and externally, ensured prompt information sharing of necessary Lacoste Polo Shirts, news and experience.- Managed arrangement, organization, coordination, and supervision at the operational level.- Cheap Lacoste Polo Shirts in 13 countries within Middle East and Africa, closely followed up sales conditions, conducted statistical analysis on sales data, and prepared analytical reports.- Involved in monitoring operational status, organized distributors to participate training programs held in headquarter in order to accomplish a Lacoste Shirts of distributor performance.- Participated in overview meetings at all phases, put forward improvement recommendations on system operations and circumstances of each department.
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some birds are not meant to be caged
something inside
more than just words
Better late than never
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Gulf
- Enhanced communication and exchange with Chinese enterprises, successfully helped more than 10 companies develop business channels in cheap polo shirts.- Organized business trips and investigation visits to Dubai, ralph lauren polo shirts, Jordan and some other regions to assist Chinese enterprises formulating suitable marketing programs.- Created and implemented channel expansion schemes, distributor management plans, and product conference schedules according to dynamic market characteristics.- Actively coordinated the cooperation between China and cheap ralph lauren polo shirts, supported 5 enterprises obtaining orders valued nearly 5 million US dollars.- Contributed to the cooperation between "United Arab Emirates TV Stations" and "China Intercontinental Communication Center", whom jointly produced a documentary named "Impression of China".
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- 9 years of marketing and business development experience with impressive contributions in Marketing Management, Strategic Planning, Business Administration, Channel Expansion, Communication and Negotiation.- Excellent marketing, organization and management skills, very familiar with operation models and procedures of various types of media.- Sensitive to business opportunities and market trends, capable of analyzing and solving difficult problems.- polo shirts work experience.
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- Offered guidance in the process of setting clear ralph lauren polo shirts development plans and marketing targets, in addition, organized and supervised subsequent implementation procedures.- Conducted major business negotiations, made decisions based on company's overall objective, fully managed cost and profit.- Arranged and involved in various industry events, exhibitions (such as BIG 5) and investigations, communicated with key countries to understand their demands and seek for potential opportunities.- Established Dubai branch for "China cheap ralph lauren polo shirts of Building Research", the largest and most diverse research institution in building industry in China, dealt with specific matters related to foreign cooperative projects.- Successfully developed new products, searched for agents in United Arab Emirates, Jordan, Saudi Arabia and Syria for business cooperation, achieved an average annual increase of 20% in sales.- Built good cooperative relations with Century Peak International Architecture Design Co., Ltd., Xinjiang Beixin Construction & Engineering, and multinational construction companies based in South Korean.
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
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Friday, February 5, 2010
Book Report on The Curious Incident of the Dog
This book is interesting; it is a curious incident itself. I tried very hard to find out what is the book mainly talks about when I was reading it. General speaking, this book is a little bit abnormal. Firstly the chapters it has are all in prime numbers. Secondly, the whole book is made up by logical thoughts, almost no personal emotion, except Christopher’s uncomfortable feelings. Then, the book, the stories are in good order. Nothing hard ever been messed up. If once something was messed up, it would soon be put into order. Things that went on are just like those were put into a timetable. The last one is, I didn’t see any sign to show that this book has an ending.
By talking to other people, I found out that this is a book about a kid, who is sick and the illness always makes him to lock himself up. Christopher could always refuse to speak to strangers and touch strange things and like to make and see all things in perfect order. He believed everything has an answer and everything has a formula. When I said, ”this book is interesting”. I also meant, “I like this book”, and Christopher is the main reason why I like it and am familiar with it. Because of that I have a very best friend who is just like Christopher is: Easily get scared, need much more security than normal People, like everything be in order, not very talkative, do not like changing, and very sensitive, except she’s a girl.
I like to be with her, because I know she needs a friend. A real friend to accept her as who she is, to understand her, and so does Christopher.
In the book, in my opinion, Siobhan, his teacher is his closest friend and is trying very hard to help him get along with people.
Still there comes the question, why do people lock themselves up ? What makes them to act like this? They don’t receive enough love or they need more attention focus on them? Usually people, who have sickness in their minds, do not have a happy family background. Christopher, father and mother were always arguing, and his mother was not so patient. My friend, her father had died before she was born, and had been told a lie that his father was in America for 12 yeas before she discovered it herself. Maybe it’s the lie and argument, which made them feel not safe, and so they became sensitive and are afraid of changing. The best way to comfort them and help them is to build up a strong faith that you can be trusted .
I think I am already some help to my friend, and I hope Christopher would be helped out too. Love is always needed.
By talking to other people, I found out that this is a book about a kid, who is sick and the illness always makes him to lock himself up. Christopher could always refuse to speak to strangers and touch strange things and like to make and see all things in perfect order. He believed everything has an answer and everything has a formula. When I said, ”this book is interesting”. I also meant, “I like this book”, and Christopher is the main reason why I like it and am familiar with it. Because of that I have a very best friend who is just like Christopher is: Easily get scared, need much more security than normal People, like everything be in order, not very talkative, do not like changing, and very sensitive, except she’s a girl.
I like to be with her, because I know she needs a friend. A real friend to accept her as who she is, to understand her, and so does Christopher.
In the book, in my opinion, Siobhan, his teacher is his closest friend and is trying very hard to help him get along with people.
Still there comes the question, why do people lock themselves up ? What makes them to act like this? They don’t receive enough love or they need more attention focus on them? Usually people, who have sickness in their minds, do not have a happy family background. Christopher, father and mother were always arguing, and his mother was not so patient. My friend, her father had died before she was born, and had been told a lie that his father was in America for 12 yeas before she discovered it herself. Maybe it’s the lie and argument, which made them feel not safe, and so they became sensitive and are afraid of changing. The best way to comfort them and help them is to build up a strong faith that you can be trusted .
I think I am already some help to my friend, and I hope Christopher would be helped out too. Love is always needed.
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In my bedroom, there is a long table. On the table, there is a shelf and many books are on the shelf. I like to read them in my bedroom. There aretwo end tables near the bed. On the end table, there is a lamp, a toy and a photo of mine. The trash bin is under the table. Two closets are near the bed, there are many beautiful clothes in the closets.There is a piano in my bedroom. I often play the piano on the weekend. Over the piano,there is n air-conditioner.
I like my bedroom very much. Do you like it?
In my bedroom, there is a long table. On the table, there is a shelf and many books are on the shelf. I like to read them in my bedroom. There aretwo end tables near the bed. On the end table, there is a lamp, a toy and a photo of mine. The trash bin is under the table. Two closets are near the bed, there are many beautiful clothes in the closets.There is a piano in my bedroom. I often play the piano on the weekend. Over the piano,there is n air-conditioner.
I like my bedroom very much. Do you like it?
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I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
I live not to be so addressed.
Within your limits.
To bring a sweetened peace to your nest.
Not me.
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
Living with a meaning,
To have others pleased,
Makes that for me a nightmare...
Screamed out from my dreams.
Not me.
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
You may wish,
To high profile.
Quick to grin...
Or give wide smiles.
But I...
Am not one to do charades.
Or sit pretending,
I'm living to be Grade A.
Not me.
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
Slot me not,
To peg in fields...
Appeasing to your comfort,
With a zest to raise your zeal.
No not me.
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
I've earned to do what I please.
And...
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
To peg in fields...
Appeasing to your comfort,
With a zest to raise your zeal
Not me.
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
I live not to be so addressed.
Within your limits.
To bring a sweetened peace to your nest.
Not me.
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
Living with a meaning,
To have others pleased,
Makes that for me a nightmare...
Screamed out from my dreams.
Not me.
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
You may wish,
To high profile.
Quick to grin...
Or give wide smiles.
But I...
Am not one to do charades.
Or sit pretending,
I'm living to be Grade A.
Not me.
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
Slot me not,
To peg in fields...
Appeasing to your comfort,
With a zest to raise your zeal.
No not me.
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
I've earned to do what I please.
And...
If I want to sneeze out loud!
I'll do it,
When that happens...
In a crowd.
Mother & Child
It was Christmas 1961. I was teaching in a small town in Ohio where my twenty-seven third graders eagerly anticipated the great day of gifts giving. A tree covered with tinsel and gaudy paper chains graced one corner. In another rested a manger scene produced from cardboard and poster paints by chubby, and sometimes grubby, hands. Someone had brought a doll and placed it on the straw in the cardboard box that served as the manger. It didn't matter that you could pull a string and hear the blue-eyed, golden-haired dolly say, "My name is Susie." "But Jesus was a boy baby!" one of the boys proclaimed. Nonetheless, Susie stayed. Each day the children produced some new wonder -- strings of popcorn, hand-made trinkets, and German bells made from wallpaper samples, which we hung from the ceiling. Through it all she remained aloof, watching from afar, seemingly miles away. I wondered what would happen to this quiet child, once so happy, now so suddenly withdrawn. I hoped the festivities would appeal to her. But nothing did. We made cards and gifts for mothers and dads, for sisters and brothers, for grandparents, and for each other. At home the students made the popular fried marbles and vied with one another to bring in the prettiest ones. " You put them in a hot frying pan, Teacher. And you let them get real hot, and then you watch what happens inside. But you don't fry them too long or they break."So, as my gift to them, I made each of my students a little pouch for carrying their fried marbles. And I knew they had each made something for me: bookmarks carefully cut, colored, and sometimes pasted together; cards and special drawings; liquid embroidery doilies, hand-fringed, of course. The day of gift-giving finally came. We oohed and aahed over our handiwork as the presents were exchanged. Through it all, she sat quietly watching. I had made a special pouch for her, red and green with white lace. I wanted very much to see her smile. She opened the package so slowly and carefully. I waited but she turned away. I had not penetrated the wall of isolation she had built around herself. After school the children left in little groups, chattering about the great day yet to come when long-hoped-for two-wheelers and bright sleds would appear beside their trees at home. She lingered, watching them bundle up and go out the door. I sat down in a child-sized chair to catch my breath, hardly aware of what was happening, when she came to me with outstretched hands, bearing a small white box, unwrapped and slightly soiled, as though it had been held many times by unwashed, childish hands. She said nothing. "For me?" I asked with a weak smile. She said not a word, but nodded her head. I took the box and gingerly opened it. There inside, glistening green, a fried marble hung from a golden chain. Then I looked into that elderly eight-year-old face and saw the question in her dark brown eyes. In a flash I knew -- she had made it for her mother, a mother she would never see again, a mother who would never hold her or brush her hair or share a funny story, a mother who would never again hear her childish joys or sorrows. A mother who had taken her own life just three weeks before. I held out the chain. She took it in both her hands, reached forward, and secured the simple clasp at the back of my neck. She stepped back then as if to see that all was well. I looked down at the shiny piece of glass and the tarnished golden chain, then back at the giver. I meant it when I whispered," Oh, Maria, it is so beautiful. She would have loved it."Neither of us could stop the tears. She stumbled into my arms and we wept together. And for that brief moment I became her mother, for she had given me the greatest gift of all: herself.
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